Chimol.World.Rules:D

Date of entry into database: 2008-12-01 17:33:21

Last night I had this lovely yet unexpected visit. One of my old students came to visit me with his friends and I was delighted. I think in five years this is his third visit so I was surprice. As usual he was very friendly and somehow Shy being infront of me. I am afraid , it has to do with the way we were when we first met. I will always be his teacher and so he respects that. Though , he is not my student anymore I can’t help myself thinking of him as my young student so he gets very shy about it. Well, he is a college student now and he has this friendly girlfriend that goes well with him. Both compliment each other quiet well. Opposites always attract each other ……

We were talking about old times and new studies when I went to get more drinks . To my surprice his girlfriend asked me a question , Funny because he had asked the same question the last time we talked on the internet , now it was her asking me . I wondered if he had asked her to do so….

Anyhow she asked “Are you happy??? Trully happy??? Now????     I  looked at them and hesitated for a while not because I didn’t know what to say but because I wondered why they would asked me again ?????

I gave a very quick answer at that time and now I want to write about it not just for them but mostly for myself .

I think Happiness is a state of mind . I believe we make the choice to be happy when we want to.and choose to be sad in others. Pain and failure will bring sadness on the contrary laughter and wellbeing will bring happiness at least for most of us. Some of us have everything we want yet we are not happy with ourselves. So I make the conclusion that it is a state of mind .

I am happy,

I am happy for being here , alive and healthy

I am happy for I have lived and survive many years

I am happy because I have met good people

I am happy because I had an education that allows me to teach others

I am happy because I have been touched by so many in many different ways

I am happy because I have learned from mistakes and sorrow

I am happy because I have so many happy memories that keep my spirit alive

I am happy because I can still dream and hope

I am happy because I believe God loves dispite my sins and failures

I am happy because I have people who call themselves my friends

I am happy because I can still help others even without much knowledge

I am happy because I am part of a family

But most of all I am happy because God has bless me with a husband and two kids whom I adore above all

I am happy for their love and trust

I am happy because I am here at this point of my life and I am surviving and still standing no matter what.

Our lives are not always sweet and pretty sometimes life gets hard ,cold and sour but the fact that we trust God and believe in ourselves makes life worth living ……

So am I happy ???? I am but my happiness is partial because my kids are away . During Xmas I will be fully happy for they will be with me making  me whole again .

Mira , Baby T thank you for asking me for you made me realized that I am ……..

I was always told to be patient and humble , to love God and respect my parents , to live a good life and help others . I was thought how to be good and understand others. I had good people around me .

I learned that not everyone is the same and each individual is unique. I found out that there are those who pretend to be good but are actually mean and bad. I made my own conclusions as my life went on . I am still learning how to read people’s actions and feelings.

I can’t say I am perfect or a good human for I too have a lot to learn. However I am in a Dilemma about how good or kind one should be ? to what extent one can stretch kindness and love.

My parents told me that if I live a good life I will have a good future . I am not complaining for I have a lot to be thankful for. But there are little things in life that i still can’t get right nor understand fully………..

Like forgiving and forgetting. My grandma said that we can always forgive but if we can not forget then that it is not forgiving at all. So the hardest thing is to forget not the forgiving itself.

I find it easy to forgive people that hurts me ( ME only ) But i find it really hard to forgive the people who hurts my love ones specially my babies . I have forgiven many for I see my children forgetting so i do the same but till when till how much………How much is being kind and how much is being abuse and stupid?????????????

Personally I don’t hate anybody at the moment but I recent a few still….. Does that make me a bad person? what if i forget and I always forgive will that make me a fool ?…….. People say if u r good u place the other cheek but how many times can u do that ? before u r called a fool ????

There r couples that I know go through a lot during their lives. Some cheat others and some just take it and pretend nothing happened . One can only stand so much before we break so is that good or stupid??????????

Is it being GOOD so GOOD a good thing or not??

How far should we let it go before we fight back ??

Shall we just forgive ????

or shall we forget instead????

life is a difficult ……………………………………………

WIFE VS. HUSBAND 

A couple drove down a country road for several miles, not saying a word.

An earlier discussion had led to an argument and 

neither of them wanted to concede their position.

As they passed a barnyard of mules, goats, and pigs,

the husband asked sarcastically, "Relatives of yours?"
"Yep," the wife replied, "in-laws."

W O R D S

A husband read an article to his wife about how many words women use a day…

30,000 to a man’s 15,000.
The wife replied, "The reason has to be because we have to repeat everything to men…
The husband then turned to his wife and asked, "What?"  

CREATION 

A man said to his wife one day, "I don’t know how you can be 

so stupid and so beautiful all at the same time.
" The wife responded, "Allow me to explain.

God made me beautiful so you would be attracted to me;
God made me stupid so I would be attracted to you!

WHO DOES WHAT 

A man and his wife were having an argument about who
should brew the coffee each morning.
The wife said, "You should do it, because you get up first,

and then we don’t have to wait as long to get our coffee."
The husband said, " You are in charge of cooking around here and

you should do it, because that is your job, and I can just wait for my coffee."
Wife replies, "No, you should do it, and besides, it is in the Bible

that the man should do the coffee."
Husband replies, "I can’t believe that, show me."
So she fetched the Bible, and opened the New Testament

and showed him at the top of several pages, that it indeed says………."HEBREWS"

The Silent Treatment 

A man and his wife were having some problems at home and were giving each
other the silent treatment. Suddenly, the man realized that the next day,
he would need his wife to wake him at 5:00 AM for an early morning business flight.

Not wanting to be the first to break the silence (and LOSE), he wrote on a piece of paper,
"Please wake me at 5:00 AM." He left it where he knew she would find it.
The next morning, the man woke up, only to discover it was 9:00 AM
and he had missed his flight. Furious, he was about to go and
see why his wife hadn’t wakened him, when he noticed a piece of paper by
the bed. The paper said, "It is 5:00 AM. Wake up."
Men are not equipped for these kinds of contests. 

     God may have created man before woman,

but there is always a rough draft before the masterpiece.

SEND THIS TO SMART WOMEN WHO NEED A LAUGH AND TO MEN YOU THINK CAN HANDLE IT !

It’s been a long time since i had fun during my day off work.

I usually would clean the house, go to the market or simply just stay lazy at home but today I spend all day out ….. eating and visiting people I normally don’t. It was different and fun. I have to thank my friend Yoga for that some of her charm kind of stayed with me.

We started the day with a big breakfast at The Curve . She noticed mine didn’t have any greens but i still like it .

After that we went to Jln Ampang to visit old friends and new ones too.

We saw her favourite Boss . She was so happy and so was I he he he

Then we went across the road to have coconut water and i saw this guy playing this unique instrument . I think it was a Sabahan for the instrument looked like the ones i have seen in KK . He played some old songs , it was k .

I was happy to know that Ameer a young friend of Yoga’s son Lavern thought I was a cool person . I really like the young people to like me for they r the future of tomorrow .

After that we went to have lunch in Bangsar . I ate my favourite vegetable 3 kings dish with white rice . Like usual I think I ate the most he he he …:(

We met my best friend too . She looked as beautiful as ever . Lavern thinks i am older than her which i am not but it is k too. I like to be thought as a cool old lady ha ha ha ha .

They had to go off to Ipoh after that so I went to fetch Neny from collage and we came home telling each other all the things we had done …. She is the best friend I have….

Now i am telling u all about my happy day. i think i am the happiest when i can make others happy …..

Well tomorrow is back to work and to the gym too. My legs r still sore after that machine called "Cross Training "  Jason my trainer really pushed me to do only five minutes on it but i was half dead after 3 minutes had passed. My legs were shaking like jelly after that . Man this is going to be hard ha ha ha ha but i love it

tell u more next time till then be happy for we only have a little time ………..   

First day of the week ;

First I recieved a called from my darling Abby to tell me he is k and he’s missing the world cup . I love him so much and miss him even more now

Then I went to see Jude and the girls (NITA, NANA & DIHA) Fundamental in a dance competition . It was great Azrai PI came with us and we had a blast ,specially when they announced Jude as  the third placing on solo dance He was super I have never seen him dance so well I am so proud for him. Then Fundamental beat all of them when they got first on group performance. They were real good and of course I screamed and jumped like crazy . I am happy for them for they r a good group of young adults. Congratulations to all. Then I saw my world cup and yes Mexico won !!!! that was it the whole day was just too much happiness Now I have to pray the whole week goes well for I have to go back to school and i also need to watch the games ….. That will be hard but I will do my best .

So THANK U GOD FOR ALL THE HAPPINESS I HAD THIS SUNDAY

I finally got some photos of  my school sports’day

These are my little children from P3 classes. We practiced so hard for this dance performance. They were so cute.

Look at Luqman he is a darling . He is a very smart little boy and I love him. He will be part of myconcert item too.

The ending was the best Damia and Puteri were the favourites. They r so flexible and they are good girls. Damia goes to Bukit Jalil for gymrama so she is a gymnast too. I love working with her .

Here are some other pictures I like too . I Love my job and I enjoy every minute of it , specially the children.

I was told Laundry in the Curve was s great place to go for drinks and a little music so I decided to invite some friends there.

That is the place to be if u want to meet happy people who are there just to have fun and enjoy the music .

I had so much fun with Nazrin , Zul , Ban Je , Khusair , Laili , Fira and my baby Neny . we had dinner at Fridays then we played around for a while.

Next we went to Laundry where the music was good and the place very nice. They  meet Rudy a Salvadorian (what a surprice) I met his friends they were so happy people .They invited almost everyone to dance and the place was the best with even the waiters dancing on the floor. Everybody was so friendly and warm.

I saw Zul and Ban Je dance for the first time they were so funny . Nazrin also had some moves ha ha ha ha (ABBY U R STILL THE BEST)

At about 3 am we went to bangsar for early breakfast we took some pictures and here they r for u to see . Healthy way of having fun .

Here  r  Nazrin and Ban Je taking pictures. I had to take this very quietly for they were camera shy

Here is Zul and Khusair having drinks

Poor Zul he was trying to get Neny’s picture .

By the way he smelled good . He was wearing a nice perfume ha ha ha ha

This is my baby Neny having a blast . She always manages to look so good in pictures . She was told that she has everything I have by one of the guys we meet while dancing ha ha ha ha

Thank u guys for being with me . I love the time I spend with u guys. I hope Abby is reading this . We miss u sayang . Wait u get here in Dec. k ha ha ha

Lets do it again some other time k ………………………

Love comes easy ; without a call ,without force, just simply and when it does , We see our world in many different ways.

My Dad has to be my first love , for he is the one I remember the best in my childhood memories.

Mr Richard , my 3rd grader Moral teacher ,is the one i remember the most , all the girls in my class were in love with him including me. He used to talk to us about everything and anything . We could ask the most silliest things and he would find an answer for everything .

William , my 7th grader schoolmate , was the first boy I noticed. He was smart and very cool . He could dance so well .I loved him for like a weekend . I invited him to my 13th birthday and he came with his girlfriend HA HA HA . What a party that was . I was kissed for the very first time . William’s best friend "Totto" . That was his nickname and his kiss was his birthday present . When he asked me if he could kiss me as a present i thought he would kiss my cheek instead he kissed my lips I was SHOCKED .  He said I needed to practice HA HA HA.

I met M.A.O. aka "SECO" when I transferred from 9th Three to 9th grader Five He was the smartest student in the whole school . That was love at first sight He had hazel , big eyes . He was tall and slim yet strong . He could sing and dance and most important of all ; he loved Math class like me . He changed my life from a little girl to an adolescent young woman . We were only friends but his friendship marked my life for ever .

But love not only comes from the opposite sex. I remember how much I admired my 2nd grade Math teacher Miss Grace Soledad. [She had a glass eye after an accident] . I loved her so much for she was very understanding but I only was her student for 3 months . On April that year I moved to 3rd grader because I was too smart to stay with the rest of the class in 2nd grade . That is when I met Mr Richard ha ha ha ha .

In 7th grade I loved my Science teacher . She was sexy and a well dresser. She was always asking questions about our subject and I always had an answer she would like above the rest . She used to praise me in public and so I became the most hatted 7th grader that year . William used to call me "Bionic Chicken" for he said I looked like a scare chicken but I had brains like a bionic one

Sometimes we meet people on the street  and we have a second look because we feel like we know them some how . That is funny but may be it is true.

I have fallen in and out of all many times but the love that I admire the most now is the love I receive from my little students . I am not exactly a hot babe but for them I am a super woman . I was surprised by smiling faces and presents on Tuesday by my Wangsa Melawati students , they hugged me and wished me HAPPY TEACHER’S DAY and I am only their coach . Early that morning at 7.30 am I received an SMS from one of mu EX-tuition student saying "I thank u for all  Math, Eng and the love u thought me U have thought me the most" Those words almost made me cried early in the morning for he remember me [I almost killed him once and I thought he hated me after that.I am glad he doesn't] . We had tuition time for a short time but what we learned from one another will stay in us for a life time . Thank u Syafiq for making my day so special.

Teachers Day is a good day to fill loved . Some students we don’t noticed that much r the ones who remember u the most . Like my handsome Hazim . He was such a smart boy that I hardly talked to him but at the end of the year he was the one I had touched in a very special way and so his memory will stay with me always . Thank u Hazim for u lovely sms.

The love I adore the most is the love of my children , who day by day make my life full of joy and adventure . Abby and Neny you r the one love I will die for always .

Love comes easy when it is given without a malice ………..