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The best things in life r the ones we don’t have to pay , work for or search. They r the ones we get simply for being ourselves. Like a SMILE , A WINK , A HUG , A KISS even a dream for they make u life feel so much and no cost at all. If u dreamed last night a nice dream u wake up happy and full of energy with positive thinking even a little wild and creative then u will smile and people will smile back then u feel good about yourself then u want to hug and kiss the people that u love , u even give a wink to that person who caught your eye today and that will only make u happy. So u see all we have to do is feel positive and the rest just comes easy. One just follows the other Have a nice dream tonight so u be happy tomorrow….

Now i remember all the smiles , the winks , the kisses and the hugs and I miss u  yes u cause u gave them to me ………U made me happy . 

To accept our own mistakes is never easy but it is a good start. There is only so much we can do on our own. No matter how good we r in what we do, the work we do with others is always stronger and better. One arrow can be easily broken but a bunch of them is strong and not so easy to break. Sometimes we get to involve in our jobs that we forget the little things and when we think we r doing the right thing we might be causing harm to others. Perfection is one quality no one posses except only God. I am a perfectionist and for that i always make trouble. That is my best and yet worst quality. Trying to be good at what I do is always my goal. I dislike failure and it is one thing i hate to admit. For many years now I have been a coach and i have always manage to shine in my work. It is now that I realize that in the proses i have cause a lot of shame and pain to some people and for that I now feel so depress.I love my job and specially my students they r the best thing. I see them as my own my beautiful children I am so proud of some of their achievements and i love them so much. Some of them r so loving ,some r so shy but in all , they r so good kids.

Someone talked to me just recently and told me what she saw in me when i am coaching and i was ashamed for I realized that i have been nasty at many times when i look for perfect routines and good elegant steps. Now i will try to show  not so perfect routines but more happy and relax ones . I love my job and my kids and i will do my best to still be the best but not sooooo perfect . It is OK not to be perfect sometimes. Thank u my friend for being honest to tell me what others wouldn’t. If anyone reading this finds that u r a perfectionist like me - well RELAX for a while breath and then continue - it makes the job a lot easier.

Abby i miss u . U always helped me control my emotions and u were there to tell me when i was wrong .

Neny thank u for letting me know ahead of time but u fail to stop me . Try harder next time . I hope there won’t be a next time .

LOVE u both . The fact is that it is in my blood it comes from generations back. I need to make the change now.

It was a real good experience being there with them eating boil potatoes everyday. The place was very clean and spacious. The cooks were friendly , they even made vegetarian burgers for us to eat. I miss the little cute napkins they put on the table i took a whole bunch of them.We shared a toilet and a bathroom among 5 of us (Lots of funny stories about that kan PUT3) People there were so curious about what the team could do. They were friendly and even supportive with all of them. Everybody was surprise to hear our English. They complimented us on that.We made lots of friends , specially at the arena during the competitions. The team was on the floor performing and it was four of us Malaysian cheering our hearts out for them then all of the sudden this group came to us and help us hold the Malaysian flag high up and they played their big drums for our team , once they saw what the team could do they were there helping us cheer it was a great feeling and we all felt it.